feast

t0day,, 4 SC1 did a farewell feast.. haha.. menu: nasi t0mato,.. c0oked by our raidah's m0ther.. s0 yummy.. drink: sunquick orange.. guess wh0 prepare it?? hee.. there's als0 a nasyid c0mpetiti0n..

1st gr0up: GREAT TR0UBLE MAKERS!
j0ined by fiq, nab, ten, miss, nick.. they sang "hanya tuhan yang tahu".. s0 k0pa.. 3 stars++ hee..

2nd gr0up: 1-2-3!
fr0m murni n da gang.. mendayu2 lerr.. hee

3rd gr0up: NASI AYE!
bibah, adnin n syazwani.. i l0ve their perf0rmance.. keluarga bahagia fr0m saujana..
s0 funny.. but i only can hear bibah's v0ice.. where're 0thers??

4th gr0up: THE FABULOUS GIRLS!
yana, r0dziah, munirah, aisyah n da gang.. with their mixed s0ngs.. l0ve it t0o..




haha.. where's me?? h0nestly, i can't sing.. my v0ice is ****..d0n't need t0 tell it as i kn0w u all've already knew it.. haks.. i'm just judging th0se perf0rmances..
t0gether with ain, yine n tini..

after that,, our raidah, fiq n farhan sang "AYAT2 CINTA" .. haks!! truly sed0w.. ahaks..
then,, mamam time.. every0ne's excited.. haha.. teachers did j0in us..
it t0ok ab0ut 2 h0urs, i supp0se.. then,, cl0sing cerem0ny.. every0ne with their presents.. except me. is it unfair? haha
uh,, the winner's 4th gr0up!! c0ngratz!
then,, we (including me) sang again.. GEMURUH- ADA UNTUKMU....
i can't remember th0se lyrics.. i'm just "nanana" n "lalala".. haha..
only remembered this:
"Gemuruh jiwa semangat membara
Dari puncak ingin keangkasa"

12.30: Calculat0rs went h0me.. except yine n i..
we still makan n makan.. haha..
after that,, we washed plates, glasses n s0 on.. swept fl0or..
2.00 pm.. SETTLED!!

huh,, en0ugh! ok till then..

a new me

salaam.. i'm posting again..
as u all can see,, i've changed my bl0gger skin.. uh,, just need a new m0od..
but it's still the same theme= pink+white which are my fav0urite c0lours..
huu.. the lay0ut's partially made by me.. partially?? huh?
actually,, it's edited fr0m the bl0gger original lay0ut.. hee..
seriously,, i still c0nfused with th0se code..huh? at 1st, i can't install my hal0scan c0mment.. dunn0 why.. after zilli0nth times try n err0r pr0cesses,, n avoila it's w0rk!!
and this's the result!! frankly, it still dissatisfies me..
there're s0mething wr0ng with bg b0rder, header n much m0re..
erk!! i'm n0t really g0od at this.. nvm..

it's 12nd N0v.. it's a week n0w.. actually,, it's on my bel0ved m0m's birthday n last day of my exam.. i felt s0 sad as i didn't have a chance t0 be with him in his last m0ment..
i felt s0 guilty as if my exam's m0re imp0rtant than him.. huh?
i'll try t0 be t0ugh n think p0sitely.. insyaALLAH..
i als0 will try t0 be m0re 0pen-minded.. huu

bdw, thx dear friends, wh0 always supp0rt me behind.. l0ve y0u all girls..
Recently,, i kn0w wh0're my true friends..
yeah.. a friend in need is a friend indeed!
felt dissap0inted with s0meone##
i th0ught, that pers0n c0uld be my best friend.
a friend wh0 i can rely on n c0nsole me when i'm feeling d0wn..
but after that incident,, that pers0n didn't care f0r me..
huh! d0n't care..
FYI, that pers0n's n0t with related my hubby 2 be or MR.B and even MR. RIGHT!!

.:huh! hARd timE:.

it was on 03 Nov 2008 ( yesterday),, when s0meone br0ke into my house.. actually,,it's n0t the wh0le house but only my bedr0om. 2nd time for this year. huh! s0me of the preci0us things were st0len. The burglars 're suspected entering my bedr0om fr0m t0ilet.. they're cat burglars! s0me 0f the unlucky things are B.U.M purse, accessories (bangles, necklace), ACER laptop, PANASONIC LUMIX camera..

the laptop
daddy gave me when i was in form 2.. g0t a l0t 0f things inside it.. uh, everything!!

camera

;font-size:85%;" >:als0 present fr0m daddy.. he gave it f0r my success in PMRU. (my camera)
[[skrg murah daa]]

purse:
g0t ic, ATM card, and for sure m0ney inside it.. huh!
and etc..

Damn you cat burglars! they br0ke into my h0use when my parent're n0t at h0me. keep w0ndering,, why they're n0t taking my Alain del0in watch??

but, there's s0mething else that w0rries me.. it's my father.. doc said that he's critical right n0w.his cardiovascular disease's stable but n0t f0r his cancer. it gets w0rsen. chem0theraphy n radi0therapy d0esn't help much.. d0c said that it may spread t0 the b0nes..n bla bla.. and d0c will d0 a treatment called *** dunn0.. i'm just can't remember it.. my father's h0spitalised since 23rd 0ct.. i'm really scared..

and SMU,, huh.. t0 be h0nest,, i know, i'll n0t get mumtaz.. as i c0uldn't answer well f0r al-quran paper .. i didn't d0 a few questi0n. i dunn0 why.. maybe i was t0o nerv0us as it's the 1st day 0f our examinati0n.. after that paper, i cried n cried in fr0nt my friends. i felt s0 bad.. and 0f c0urse,, i l0oked really ugly at that time.. huh! didn't care.. i kept thinking b0ut my parent and ustazah.. h0w i'd dissap0inted them.. sorry!! Maybe, i will be transfered t0 other sch0ol next year.. transfered? huh,, it supp0sed t0 be "expelled".. frankly i still h0pe that i'll get mumtaz..but.. erm,, i d0 h0pe..

t0 my friends, sorry because n0t telling the truth.. actually,, i d0n't kn0w h0w t0 start.. thank aunty, wh0 always gives me inspirational w0rds. i'll try t0 face this.. INNALLAHA MAA" SOOBIRIINN!
ok,, the exam'll be end s0on.. i'll sit f0r balaghah n tarikh islam papers t0morr0w.. huh!! i will be in hiatus f0r s0me peri0d of time.. as i d0n't decide t0 buy any lapt0p bef0re i get int0 university.. insyaALLAH.. but i still will g0 online with my c0mputer. My?? huh,,
i mean family's computer but n0t as always!

ok.. till then..

c0nQuEr ur shYnEsS~

Yesterday, i f0und a piece of newspaper cutting, date July 7 (NST).. Aisyah gave it t0 me last year( ntah cmne bleyh ader ag).. huu,, "learning t0 c0nquer shyness"- thats its title.. haha.. s0, i want t0 share it here!!

techniques t0 c0nquer 0f ur shyness:
ღ try self-affirmati0n. everyday, as soon as u get 0ut of bed, stand in fr0nt of mirr0r n say, " I FEEL GREAT!", " I FEEL FANTASTIC!" it may seem a little silly at first but after a while, ur mind starts 2 believe what it has repeatedly heard!

ღ Make sure u always l0ok ur best. u just have t0 foll0w a few c0mmon sense principles. eg: nice cl0things, nice haircut.. it'll help u build ur self-esteem.

ღ Acknowledge ur shyness. there's n0thing wr0ng with telling other people that u're a little shy (in fact, this can be a w0nderful way 2 break the ice)

ღ C0nstantly try 2 improve urself. take up a new h0bby n acquire new skills..

ღ learn how 2 deal with rejecti0n.. n0 matter h0w hard u try, there'll always be a few pe0ple that w0n't like or accept u. "if u can't please everyone, s0, u've g0t t0 please urself" plus, it d0esn't have t0 be the end of the w0rld if a pers0n d0esn't like u..

t0 a very large extent, shyness is "all in the mind"- 0nce u start 2 behave with c0nfidence, u're , in effect, b0ld n no longer shy!

raya's over, exam's coming

hye there.. t0day's 4th Syawal..i think it's n0t t0o
early t0 say that: "raya is 0ver,, right??" h0pe s0..
Ok2, maybe t0day is the last day t0 celebrate n enjoy it..
alth0ugh s0me pe0ple (m0st of 'em actually) celebrate it
thr0ugh0ut the m0nth of syawal. huh, 30 days 0f n0n-stop
makan, makan and maka n,duh! i'll be a fatty s0on,
FYI,, this's n0t a sequel t0 the fat entry k! nges2

dush2!! scared??

have t0 visit my relatives and attended their 0pen h0use..
it's a cust0m actually (maybe). l0ads 0f f0ods were
stuffed int0 my m0uth.. haks..nasi dagang, roti jala+kuzi,
lemang, ketupat, rendang, nasi beriani, n s0 on ..
delici0us n tasty!! really a splendid moment..

quite impressed when i visited Kak Anisah's h0use (kinda a mansi0n actually) .. admired t0 her p0rsche car.. truly, it's one of my dream car,,
yet,,ad0red t0 her bmw n mercedes cars..
m0del aper ntah!! lawaa sgt2!

huu,, SMU is c0ming! 23 days, 23 h0urs left.
t0 be h0nest, i didn't t0uch any b0oks f0r 2 weeks..
ber'juruss' punya budak! nges2.. i shudder t0 think bout it..

pics? i haven't resize 'em yet.. wait n wait!!

kul 11.30,, nk g pengkalan kubor pl0p..nges2