again

14th January

this p0st'd been written yesterday when i'm not feeling well.
Yeah,i'm EMO.

haha~

Well, this starts when

1. people asked me

- ikah nk jd gap0 nati?
- tik, medic eh?
- awk da F5, kna ada cita2 da ni.
- ikah ngaji sungguh la ek.

2. and my friends turn t0 be "very g0od" students.
w0o. 24 h0urs with b0oks.
they g0t the spirit. and i only have 1% of that.*sigh*

3. and when i felt like i d0n't want t0 go t0 sch0ol anym0re.
i d0n't want t0 bring th0se heavy b0oks. i d0n't want t0 wait f0r buses.
i don't want t0 do homework.

then,

me: yine, xse es sk0la. pastu nk wat kap0 eh? any idea?
they: nik0h ah wei. haha.

then, the rest' re laughing at me t0 death.

*bewildered*

i'm 17 now. If i st0p here, what's about everything that i've achieve before.
means, i'm wasting my time.

hani once said t0 me:

tik skmo gitu, kat0 xstudy tp klu ckgu ty bleh jwb skm0.

hey, i'm l0sing my grip, dear

15th January

i know n realise that
There's only two choices in this life; t0 win or to lose.

To sum up, everything's about a choice.
A choice, ok?

Lets begin

1 Muharam 1430H
just passed and today is
1st day 0f Jan 2009.

So, wish you all happy Maal hijrah and happy new year.
Is it the same? huh, nevermind though.
Erm, the year for my spm just begin.

A few days ago, i did j0ined a camp. It was organised by NISAA'.
The camp had began from 29 till 30th Dec.
The camp involved 122 student .hee. ( stereotype sentences, right?)
I really g0t s0mething beneficial fr0m that camp.
And n0t to mention, i g0t new friends t0o.
Miss u adik lilis and adik nabilah.
Erm, i do not want to share about the camp here. ^^

Talking about new year, everyone must has their own intentions.
It is a must, perhaps. Erm, i own a few.
but i think, it is better for me to keep it as my own secret=p.
And i have my own reasons for that.

g0sh, i am gr0wing 0lder and becoming more matured.
2008- there are spectrums of bittersweet memories there
I would never forget th0se. Thanks to this blog, which helps me remembering my past time.hee.
Actually, my mind is out of space. LOL. So, good bye 1429H and 2008.

i am lacking of ideas. ok then~

p/s: am i a weird0?
ps/s: Welc0me back to sch0ol, girls~
pss/s: d0 u see s0mething? i did not use any abbreviation for this post.

*feeling weird in these two days*
[[i'm helluva lazy]]