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My sister got hitched last night. Too bad I wasn't able to be at home. I wasn't want to lament on how sad I am to be away in this special occasion. It's okay, c'est la vie. Wink. In another notes, my life is getting busier, with med school mostly and some ' student club' thingy. May I find peace in everything I do.

"You wouldnt want to end up like this in final med. "


Another 1 year and 4 months before becoming a doctor

In the middle of studying.

One things that I hate to admit ...

And I hope I could change...


is being a hopeless romantic. Oh what? (Geli geliman really)  To be honest, I still believe in fairy tales, could giggle and dreamy over 'sweet' scenes on movies. Hahaha. I want to be realistic.

2016

Hi there my dusted blog. It's 2016! How time flies.. and I'm unofficially 24. All I could say, age is just a number, teehee. I'm 24 and still struggling in medical school. But no worries, I'm enjoying it so far, with some good and difficult time. C'est La Vie, guys :) Some of friends are now married, have children and some are pursuing Masters or PhD. I'd say different people have different life journey. We just gotta enjoys ours.


At the age of 24, I realized I spend some time before sleep thinking and idealizing of how my future looks lije. Initially I plan to work here as I am so afraid of going home. The working environment back home is really scary, the economy and working opportunity isn't that good either. I am thinking to work and pursue my post graduate study here, but things get really difficult these days. This year, Ireland has very limited intern posts. Irish applicants are more that the available posts and obviously, non-EU like us won't get any opportunity. Let see how the rezeki goes. We plan and God also plans, and God is the best planner.


That's the future. How about now?


Hurmmm.. I'm really struggling now. Medical school is very challenging. (Every course has its own challenges. I can't say any other course easy). Everything that I learnt in pre-clinical years, all the basic and fundamental knowledge are crucial in clinical years. How I wish I study harder since first year. Do pray for me please. Let me be a good and competent doctor, :)

OK thats all. I dont know what I'm writing now. See ya

Future Plans

At this stage of life....

You're thinking what career you want to choose? Where you want to settle down? Do you want to go home after graduating or migrating to another country or maybe jusy  stay we you are at the moment. How would you contribute to ummah? How would you earn money? How to make a living?  When you want to get married? With whom? When to do your bucket list? And the questions goes on....



Of all uncertainties, having plans namely plan A, plan B and C would be the best choice for now. Sometimes we shouldn't be bothered much about the future, but just go with the flow. Not saying we shouldn't have plans and dreams but thinking too much about it leads you nowhere.
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So, work on with your best for now so that you can get your plan A ( biiznillah)


P/S I'm at study room in the hospital when suddenly I feel I want to write something. So here I am typing on the tiny keypad of Iphone. Haha.


With love,
Atikah