Reflection

Hi hi Hi. I'm back. The holidays seems to end very very soon. Actually, In this holidays I almost forget that I'm an IB student. Don't remind me of how I'm wasting my time by doing nothing but just sleeping and daydreaming. Huh, that's heaven. Is it? Nvm.

I've been in KMB since the end of June, which 's almost 3 month, but still I couldn't accept THAT. (What the heck?) Idk, The thing is, I can't even fathom it by myself. Almost e'day, I kept saying "I'm tired, I'm hella lonely" and sort of negative phrases. I've been in pressure since I first step foot in KMB. And this holidays are a bless to me. I enjoyed it very much. It's the time for me to sort my thoughts and alleviate my stress as well. 2 month of my life in kmb is just a waste, all because of my ignorance. Ignorance is not a bliss and it's suck. I'm not gonna ruin my future because of this ignorance. Speaking about college, I haven't made any productive actions regarding my buckets of assigments, workloads and studies. I'm a dead meat. Am I? Yes. I am. hoho.

P/S: I'm just arrived KL this morning. After taking shower, we (my cousin & I) went shopping and visited our relatives. Tomorrow I'm going back to Banting (crime scene of Datuk Susuilawati murder) Adios amigos.

ignore typing/spelling error. Exhausted =.=